This is going to sound like a very strange question, because frankly it is. Keep in mind I’m only 17 and male.
I don’t find myself sexually attracted to people, neither guy nor gal. The only thing that gets me on is the acts of illegality – specifically use of marijuana. Marijuana is the only ‘fetish’ I have, I don’t even think you can call it that because it’s the only thing that makes me aroused. Please note I’m not attracted to the person preforming the act, just the act (smoking, or just seeing the actual plant). This is weird isn’t it?
Note: I try to eschew marijuana because I’ll be tempted to smoke it for the sexual experience. I’ve tried it, about a year ago, I’m afraid my sexual drive will push me towards it again, even though I don’t think it’s ‘evil’ or anything like that I just really don’t want to smoke it, it’s frustrating.
I don’t have intrusive thoughts unless I’m spontaneously aroused.